Do you have a heart for missions? Do you have a heart for missions long term? My heart is to be poured out by God to the nations, to hurting people. I want to be a first-hand witness of God restoring peoples' identities in Christ. Rejoice with me and welcome on this journey! I have been trusted to carry God's message of hope in healing and restoration to an aching, fractured world in need, and I refuse to rest until my role in that is fulfilled!
Shine your Light and Love people
"OUR DEEPEST IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE.OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT, NOT OUR DARKNESS, THAT MOST FRIGHTENS US.
WE ASK OURSELVES: WHO AM I TO BE BRILLIANT, GORGEOUS, TALENTED, FABULOUS? ACTUALLY, WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE?
YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD. YOUR PLAYING SMALL DOES NOT SERVE THE WORLD.THERE IS NOTHING ENLIGHTENED ABOUT SHRINKING SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE WON'T FEEL INSECURE AROUND YOU. WE ARE ALL MEANT TO SHINE, AS CHILDREN DO.WE WERE BORN TO MAKE MANIFEST THE GLORY OF GOD IN US. IT'S NOT JUST SOME OF US. IT'S IN EVERYONE.
AND AS WE LET OUR LIGHT SHINE, WE UNCONSCIOUSLY GIVE OTHER PEOPLE PERMISSION TO DO THE SAME. AS WE ARE LIBERATED FROM OUR OWN FEAR, OUR PRESENCE AUTOMATICALLY LIBERATES OTHERS"
(Marianne Williamson - and quoted by Nelson Mandela 1994 at his inauguration)
Friday, September 14, 2018
Mama and Daddy Thick-Knee
They do the camouflage thing very well.
Then today I saw them again.
I fond them to be quite cute little ones and extremely funny when they quickly walk away.
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Rain - Drought
I have not been drinking tab water since March. We are encouraged if to take very short showers. Some people use this type of weather now to run out and wash their cars. And yet there are still so many people that have high water usage. I just heard on the radio that the City of Cape Town is contemplating to switch of our water at certain times.
3 Years ago we had shortage in electricity. We had load shedding where at different times different areas were without electricity for 2 hours to safe. Back then, there were people
that said we would have water problems like that soon. Well here we are.
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
PEACE of GOD
all who trust in you,
all whose thoughts are fixed on you!
Thursday, February 23, 2017
A WILLING HEART Psalm 139:23-24
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
Point out anything in me that offends you,
and lead me along the path of everlasting life.”
- verse 10: Create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me
- a new heart and a new spirit (Ezekiel 18 v 31)
- to create = bara - to bring into existence, to fashion existing matter into something new
- verse 17: key is a contrite heart
- contrite: a crushed, broken heart/grieving, penitent for sin/it offers no excuse and shifts no blame/it sees our sin the way God sees it/it does not take God's forgiveness for granted
- contrite: having a heart of repentance/to be seen in connection with humility/poor in spirit and fear of the Lord
- A contrite heart seeks the strength of God to overcome sin and to move on towards holiness
- It is a WILLING HEART
- God is pleased with a willing heart that seeks to please Him and that is open for correction
the Holy One, says this:
“I live in the high and holy place
with those whose spirits are contrite and humble.
I restore the crushed spirit of the humble
and revive the courage of those with repentant heart”
they and everything in them are mine.[a]
I, the Lord, have spoken!
“I will bless those who have humble and contrite hearts,
who tremble at my word.”
Tuesday, February 7, 2017
My guitar and I
I love my guitar. I got it in 2013. That was also the year that God told me to learn how to play the guitar. That came out of nowhere really. I was a bit concerned because I did not know how to read music notes and I felt this was too hard a task. But then a friend approached me saying she felt she was supposed to give me her guitar for a while. Now that got my attention. A few weeks later I started to go to a music school and got discouraged at the same time. I was a real beginner not knowing anything.
I obeyed the Lord's lead but did not see any progress. I then asked if they could use only worship music to teach me with since I only wanted to worship God with it and not play some weird stuff.
I got so discouraged I stopped going to music school but by then I had bought myself my own guitar- a Tanglewood. It stayed in the cover for a while and yet God seemed to tug at my heart.
I would tell HIM: But I don't know anything. God encouraged me to meet with the worship team and practice with them...not becoming a part of them but letting them encourage me. I would sit in and work on my rhythm or work on the two chords that I knew I to play. God started to wet my appetite and motivate me more and more. Months later, I was able to play a few songs in G and I was so so excited.
Last year God challenged me to lead in my life group 3 times playing 3 or 4 songs for worship. That was a huge step. I love it now and play as much as I can. I can do lots of songs in G and my next challenge is songs in A.
Monday, November 21, 2016
Simon the Cyrene - Creative Writing
Praise Be to God - Idutywa
God was with us all the way. We drove through the night. Siyabulela drove all the time...what a champ.
Shortly after a little town..early the next morning, around 6am when the sun just came up, we drove over something and our back right tire burst. It was God's grace that is was light and we were not too far from a town. Siyabulela hiked back with the tire to have it fixed there and we stayed behind praying. After more than an hour and us getting cold, Siya came back and the tire was back on in no time. The time at the new building was really wonderful. It actually was a leaders conference. So we had Friday, Saturday and Sunday until lunch time and then we were on our way again. 14-16 hours there and back. It was worth it.
I felt home immediately and enjoyed the worship in Xhosa (their language) so much. Saturday night, I was scheduled to speak to the women. All of them were much older than I which was really humbling to me. I had no idea what the theme of that conference was or what would be relevant and needed to hear for those ladies. Moreover, this was a completely different culture I was supposed to speak into.
I was completely dependent on the Holy Spirit. I had prepared after asking the Holy Spirit and I felt Him leading me to minister from the account on Hagar in Genesis 16 and 21. God is the God who sees me: El Roi. It was amazing to see how this word opened those ladies' hearts and after the word everyone of them came up for prayer.
All this time I had Amanda translating me simultaneously. That was amazing. I could sense the flow. I spoke in English and she interpreted it into Xhosa.
God used all of us in the meetings and it was great to connect and build new relationships even with our church family in East London. Praise Be to God